Friday, December 10, 2010

Christmas is drawing near. Its the season of sharing and giving. This month would probably be the most joyous month in the calender. In the light of that, it seem to be an impeccable time to somewhat conclude my 2010.

What i can say is that this year has been really kind to me. Every thing seems to be smooth sailing. No fuss, havoc. Which i am very thankful for. Thank you! If I've a chance, I would take this chance to think about what i am sorry for. Many a time (year) in my new year resolutions, i would yearn to perform better for the upcoming. More often than not, I realize there are things that i should have done better.

2 principal lesson that i learnt this year. And it somewhat feels like a drug that was administered into me. One, we were taught values in life. One of them is to be nice to person and in return, you will be treated likewise. Yeah, it is true. The crux of the matter is not to be nice all the time but you should learn how to be nasty in certain situations. There isn't any benefits in return for going that extra mile. Two, honesty and being earnest doesn't work all the time. Believe me it doesn't. There are implications that would surprise you and catch you unaware. Oh well, lets just keep things short. Having go through this paragraph at one glance, it may seem that i am trying to turn things negatively. Or some may think, here Lawsonn goes again, he is having an emotional night yet again. Seriously, all these do happen in reality. The world would be better place if it doesn't happen.

And another thing. Sense of urgency, this intrinsic feeling that has been lacking since the commencement of school! I seriously have no idea why i not have the energy to raft my engine! Sigh.


进入深夜的感觉真好
周遭的宁静沉淀着内心里的
始终让我领悟到

有时候我只想简简单单的