Sunday, August 29, 2010

I M Possible

Never have i thought. Actually there was once, where i wished that "this" would happen. To me personally, it was rather IMPOSSIBLE to attain "this". Hence, i didn't pin any hope on that. Back then, i wondered to myself "Wouldn't it be nice if "this" happened".

"This" actually turned into reality. Euphoric! I did it! I cant describe the sense of accomplishment. Results, it was part of "this". As a matter of fact, just by glancing through my past entries, one would know that i was clearly pessimistic when it comes to my results. Honestly, this year wasn't an easy one having to juggle work and study. To many, having to do a sedentary work seems to be a walk in the park or a waste of time. BUT! This privilege doesn't happen in my department. I'm always busy. And after which, I have to rush to school for night lessons. Thinking back, its very scary. Thankfully, results turn out to be better than i expected.

Even though, with sight that next year wouldn't be an easy one (in fact, a harder year), it feels empowering after ripping what i have sowed this year. On the hind side, the effort to study and to repeat this tireless cycle once more, simply puts me again. Oh well, then again. With a little faith (it really makes a difference), I M POSSIBLE! =)