i was jus running thru my old entries, they are like 8 mths old! Many things have changed since then. A lot of things have changed from then and now.

First of all, I have POP from the stay in camps. like finally! survived thru my 16 weeks. thinking back, i really don know how i did that... plus, I have jus hit the 5 mths in my new dept... The ppl there are great, great friends, Mdms. But the only thing is that i have a sensitive big boss.. like damn... life is going to be hell from now til i ord..

next, right... i am old, like legally old... 21 already.... really had a blast on that day. thankful for those who made time out to attend, planned the whole thing and stuff like that... really glad that they have made the effort in the surprise..

oh... i have started sch, jumped or dived into it... will have to juggle both at the same time...

i also realize that i can really rumble random things.. smt different from the past...

you know, sometimes the words FRIENDS can be a tough bitch to handle...
i always ask... friends are for:
1) to compare and c who is doing better?
2) to use/ accompany when u have a mutual use?
3) someone to spill out your worries or someone u can confide to?
4) to show u the lukewarm attitude whenever you like?

hmmm... as i grow older, i tend to look at things at a wider prospective. thinking and worrying about things will not help u solve the problem. At the same time, doing nothing will not bring u any further. BUT then again, sometimes it iz best to keep num, if not damage would be inflicked if you talk too much and nothing can be done to reverse it. Learning how to heck care and mind your own business might jus be the way to do things.

being lethal is a way that i would seriously choose 1 day... shall be nice and jus speak my mind... I NEED A BREAK.. LIKE NO KIDDING