Exams are overrrrrrr!!!! YAYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... will post another entry on this topic since i ammmmmmmmm so freeeeeeeeeeee now!

Exams got the better of me this week. Never attempted having 2 papers in a day. Of which, one pays heavy emphasize on calculations while the other emphasizes on the theory. Last night was a true mad rush. It extended even til today. Due to the massive amount of information retained in my capacity-constrain brain, it feels as though the latter is somewhere missing. This inevitably questioned my ability and my confidence. T

There were moments in the exams where i had to pause for a good 10 mins and to recount a simple formula. The only consolation was, the papers were do-able. I know, this should call for jubilation and celebration. I smiled, felt jubilant and light, for a split second that is. I am not trying to be pessimistic, i will tip over to optimism if i have to. But these papers are a late down. i will survive, i will move on. actually its a huge relief that this hurdle this over.

By expressing my heartfelt gratitude to those people who wished me well for the exams and for my mental well-being(not that i am crazy but when i am in my "meltdowns"). Am very thankful for the confidence in me (i still think it is HIGHLY OVERRATED). Thank you

strange as life may turn out to be. i was going through a group on facebook. went thru the photos and videos, certainly brought back a lot of memories. The trip in 2005 then the trip last year that i wasn't present. The video footage taken last year really got me grinning to myself. I miss them, him, her and it.

yay! exams, like what? 2 days from now? what the F*** am i doing here blogging at this hour? i myself do not know why. i am not done studying yet, that's for sure! FML!

A quiet night, with the song "yi han" playing in the background, visually looking at the videos and pics, psychologically thinking about exams. HOW CAN ONE NOT GET EMO? How can you be a nonchalant person in this scenario??? Then again, if you are not, how happy can you get when you are heading towards a somewhat bleak future?

Hell hole breaks loss 20th this month and reality will crash in somewhere in September~ WooHoo~ T.T