hmmm... i jus went for work today and i kinda self proclaimed 2 hrs break for lunch and i have been rotting away for the rest of the day... i am sure that, everyone who have been busy before would complain and wish to be free.. zio bo.. but! after experiencing a full day without doing anything! i surrender!!! it sucks! really... i don know why but my mood today was very low... i guess its because i am too free. and i had time to think and reflect... after being prompt by a colleague that she would be taken her TP this coming wed, jus sparked off my emotions... For nuts! i don think i am going to pass my driving... i am not trying to be pessimistic but.. its just the lack of confidence and the pressure and stress (guess little known by many)... that kinda ruin my lunch and dinner... wat a way to lose weight yeah?... aiyo... don know la...听天由命吧！

at the same time, jus youtube-surfing and i chance upon a vid on the SiChun Charity Show by mediacorp... and my heart seriously goes out to those who have suffered or have been adversely affected... what struck me the most was a real footage, parents that lost their twin daughters in this disaster.. gosh.. bad real bad... 这一次的大地震，虽然我没有经历过，但我也能感同身受，希望四川人民平安无事。

as well... met u with my kuku couz for shopping.... hes insane with shopping! managed to grab some stuff and had dinner! i don know to dread going to work or i should be happy that its the final day of work tmr!... oh well... emo lawsonn going to sleep! signout! ciao!