i am not sure whether paranoia has taken over me or i am just in a foul mood , or simply! i am in a bitchy and grumpy mood. it jus seem that it has to happen once a day ... jus one simple episode per day... i am really starting to realise that life is fragile... real fragile... but on top of that... friendship, relationship and brotherhood are even more fragile than that, it is hanging on the balance... it can jus topple over with a gentle blow...

one moment that you are good and the next, its gone. i am beginning to accept the ugly fact and the harsh reality that smashed on my face. i shall just take it as ppl come and go in life. they will assist u in growing and building your exprience. there is nothing as forever. i am ranting forever... wooo... way too many things have been happening...