arghh... guess wat !!! i didnt sleep today ... did try to sleep ... but i cant !!! its not that i cant sleep ... but i cant!!!! arghhh ... its bad having insomnia.. damn it ...

oh ya .. i guess its fridae now .. which is to mean ... Sc outing is tomor ... haha ... having this funny feeling... i dont know ... am worried and scared yet looking forward to it... the number turning up is quite huge .. i am not sure whether the 3 of us are able to handle them .. i tink handling is still ok .. but bonding all of them together to the max ...

the ice breaking games were our main concern as there are a handful of games available .. luckily , with much discussion , our games are settled ... thank god .. i hope we dont bore the SCs out during ice breaking ... Haiyo !!! .. worried !!!

haha.. usually when i cant sleep . there would be things lying around my head . thinking back of my past and stuff.. and i do not know why ... it brought me back to the bAoc period ... haha .. the times that we slog and share joy laughter ... its was an SC the other time .. jus have to follow the instructions of the SCOs and the SCOs will do the brainstorming ... but now .. decisions are on our hands.. its a total different game ... got to be responsible for the decision that we make ... anyway ... lawsonn is naggy away again ... maybe coz SC outing the 1st major event being an SCO (as in seriously coordinating ppl)

ending off .. white lies are good at some point ... aint any form of deceit